Eleventh Grade: 1971
--for Hayes and Gail McNeill
All morning low clouds rain on yellow-green hills,
on flat buildings, where we sit
in fluorescent light, or while we nudge to fit
under walkways’ covers.
Mini-skirted girls
watch each other flirt with the quarterback,
while uncrossing legs spark
daydreams, while Mr. Green chats with Miss Clark,
while I sit invisible in the back
of the room, where I imagine rock tunes
and write, “Richard Nixon
lies/ The eagle skeleton cries”: and on
and on the verses flow: while Mr. Jones
discusses the baseball team’s winning season,
while Miss Clark reviews the days
of the week (loondi, merdi, macradi. . .),
while equations loom up behind Miss Gleeson.
But Mr. McNeill walks in as the bell
rings and proclaims There was a child went forth
every day. And after class, I show him my song,
and he says, This image is strong,
this one flies: and I sing as I trot to sixth
period gym, though my songs will never sell,
though, instead of baskets, I zap teammates’ heads,
though “my mind has been cornered, a rusting gun,”
though “in freezing rain my soul has bowed like grass,”
though “my faraway drummer has
been thumping a practice pad”:
I’ve been alerted, thawed,
charged, aimed, fired, called
to march at last.
--John Thomas York